F*ed up stuffs

Sometimes getting help is such a difficult thing to do
Instead of giving help, it will in the end give more trouble!!
This is what happen for one bloody year!!
Kept on rejecting..
Every single time, there will be a damn new reason for the rejection,
Later this, later that...WTH man!!
How many reasons can they come up with???!!
Please amaze me la!!

And after 7 months of waiting, they asked me to start from the beginning again!!!
This means I will be throwing RM 30.00 into the drain for nothing!!!
WTH is this la!! You think I plant, water and grow money one is it?!

Flight....

Time flies so fast..
I am sure that when years to come,
I will turn back and reflect on these times,
Missing all the moments I have,
Everything beside me,
Everything around me,
Can I not let anything go?
Pleaseeee...
I just want things to remain the way they are.
I really hope everything can just maintain the perfect way as now.

Over My Head...

I never knew,
I never knew that everything,
Was falling through.
That everyone I knew,
Was waiting on a cue,
To turn and run,
When all I needed was the truth.

But that's how it's got to be.
It's coming down to,
Nothing more than apathy.
I'd rather run the other way,
Than stay and see,
The smoke and who's still,
Standing when it clears.

And everyone knows I'm in,
Over my head.
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
She's on your mind.

Let's rearrange.
I wish you were a stranger,
I could disengage.
Just say that we agree,
And then never change.
Soften a bit,
Until we all just get along.

But that's disregard.
You find another friend,
And you discard,
As you lose the argument,
In a cable car,
Hanging above,
As the canyon comes between.

And everyone knows I'm in,
Over my head.
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
She's on your mind.

And everyone knows I'm in,
Over my head.
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
She's on - oh.

And suddenly,
I become a part of your past.
I'm becoming the part,
That don't last.
I'm losing you,
And its effortless.

Without a sound,
We lose sight of the ground,
In the throw around.
Never thought that you wanted,
To bring it down.
I won't let it go down,
'Till we torch it ourselves.

And everyone knows I'm in,
Over my head.
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
She's on your mind.

Everyone knows,
She's on your mind
Everyone knows,
I'm in over my head.
I'm in over my head.
I'm in over my...

And everyone knows I'm in,
Over my head.
Over my head.
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind.
She's on your mind.

A Little Here & There

A special dedication to Manchester United FC,
Even though they lost in the final,
They are still one of the best teams in the world!!
They just lost to a better side this morning,
Well done FC Barcelona!

So a little into my life,
Still lost in every thing that I am in,
Dunno what to do,
Dunno what to say,
Dunno how to act,
They are the commonest things I go thru.

One more month....
30 days and I will be back in Penang,
I really miss there so much,
Leaving Penang since nearly 3 months ago,
I really feel a huge part of my life is missing.
I just wanna go back asap... =)

In a dark tunnel,
There is surely an opening,
Look for it,
Then an exit can be found.
Before you go,
Who you just please leave me a note,
A note by the door?

Probably

Maybe this will be the last post...
Cause I do not feel like blogging anymore.
Somehow, I have lost my interest in blogging
Or maybe I just do not have things to write about anymore.

Every single day is the same,
All tension and happiness,
The pattern is there...
There will be no post until notice.

Gave up,
In everything that chased after,
Left it everything to fate,
Breath in breath out with no sound,
An incomplete wide smile. =]

Got It!

Man U is in...
Champions' League Finals...27th May 2009
Rome, Olimpico Stadium

MANCHESTER UNITED vs BARCELONA

W. Rooney - L. Messi
C. Ronaldo - T. Henry
M. Carrick - Xavi
R. Ferdinand - S. Eto'o
D. Berbatov - G. Pique

What a match it will be!!!
I will watch the finals no matter what is going on the next day...
So I am apologizing in advance if there is any inconvenience cause by me on 28th May
XD

When more puzzles are gathered,
Something messy will be more clear,
Things will be easier that way,
Simple decisions can be made,
I just have to close my eyes.

Sorry & Nothing Lasts Forever... =)

Sorry - Jonas Brothers

Broken hearts and last goodbyes
Restless nights but lullabies
Help to make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I’d be around
Building up the strength just to say

I’m sorry.
For breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leavin' your heart out in the rain
And I know you're going to walk away
Leave me with a price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say
Yeah

That I’m sorry
For breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way

I can't make it
Alive on my own
But if you have to go
Then please girl, just leave me alone
Because I don't wanna see, you and me
Going our separate ways
I’m begging you to stay
If it isn't too late.

I’m sorry.
For breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But you’re already on your way

__________________________________________________

Nothing Lasts Forever - Marron 5
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way